2003-10-01 - 9:06 a.m.
ahh 1 month away. Now things are starting to get real. I dont know what it is about artificial timelines that make us take notice but the 1 month mark is still significant to me. I am starting to feel rushed to get things done. sell sell sell, I feel bad pestering my friends to buy things they may only need out of guilt, but i have little choice. Most people I think that do this are either living at home or close to their families in that it is easy to store and pawn things off. well thats not the case here so everything must go.
but once that is done I will be at ease. I am excited about this but not too nervous. I know it will work and be a wonderful time. Though I will miss my companions everything must change things that dont become stagnant and die.
