2004-02-26 - 8:04 a.m.
So today is my fathers birhtday.....
Hard to believe this is the second one I will spend without im here. I still miss him so much. A part of me is just not the same without him there.
I often wonder what his reaction would have been to what I am doing, he was very practical and would not have understood why someone would leave a good paying job and good benefits to go off somewhere and live in poverty.
I know though even with his protests he would still be proud to know I was doing something that most people respect. That was his way, he rarely ever praised em directly but i would always hear second hand that he was proud.
I guess I will just keep a hold of the memories I do have.
